May 9th — Psalm 69
“Save me, O God, for the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in deep mire, where there is no foothold; I have come into deep waters, and the flood sweeps over me. I am weary with my crying; my throat is parched. My eyes grow dim with waiting for my God. More in number than the hairs of my head are those who hate me without cause; many are those who would destroy me, my enemies who accuse me falsely. What I did not steal must I now restore? O God, you know my folly; the wrongs I have done are not hidden from you. Do not let those who hope in you be put to shame because of me, O Lord God of hosts; do not let those who seek you be dishonored because of me, O God of Israel. It is for your sake that I have borne reproach, that shame has covered my face. I have become a stranger to my kindred, an alien to my mother’s children. It is zeal for your house that has consumed me; the insults of those who insult you have fallen on me. When I humbled my soul with fasting, they insulted me for doing so. When I made sackcloth my clothing, I became a byword to them.” Psalm 69:1-11
In our suffering, we pray expecting relief from G-d . . . and sometimes answers are not immediate. Sometimes G-d allows us to suffer for the sake of suffering — for there must be some greater understanding that we might be privy to from that suffering — often a message that is beyond us. Part of our relationship with G-d involves waiting and seeking understanding when all things seem to be beyond our knowing, trusting that our faith is not in vain. We learn to take comfort in knowing that G-d hears our prayers and blesses us for our patience and our faith.
G-d is a G-d of love — a Lord who is good and not manipulative. G-d’s love, mercy and grace are indeed great and we will always do well to approach our Lord in trust and faith.
The Psalmist says “It is zeal for your house that has consumed me…” Zeal for the house of the Lord should always consume us — for it is the presence of the Lord that we will find comfort and strength. This is what makes this shelter in place edict so difficult. We are not used to being forced to stay away from the Lord’s house. And yet, we can continue to be in the presence of G-d through prayer, praise and thanksgiving — daily acts of giving thanks.
PRAYER
God of hope, in Christ’s passover from death to life you restore the fallen and rebuild the broken walls. Turn to us in your great compassion, and answer us with your unfailing help, for you are the strength of your people; through Jesus Christ, our Savior and Lord.
Amen.
May 10th — Psalm 70
“Be pleased, O God, to deliver me. O Lord, make haste to help me! Let those be put to shame and confusion who seek my life. Let those be turned back and brought to dishonor who desire to hurt me. Let those who say, “Aha, Aha!”
turn back because of their shame. Let all who seek you rejoice and be glad in you. Let those who love your salvation say evermore, “God is great!” But I am poor and needy; hasten to me, O God! You are my help and my deliverer; O Lord, do not delay!” Psalm 70
The Psalmist has decided to give his anxieties to the LORD in the first part of this Psalm leading to some assurance that G-d has heard him and will answer his prayer. This has comforted him — and this is what our prayers should do for us — they should comfort us. As such, the Psalmist continues to pray, but with a different spirit — a comforted spirit. His thoughts are already moving toward what it means to be in the comfort of the Lord. He believes that his deliverance will not only be for his own well-being, but will also serve as an encouragement to the godly in the land.
Do we ever consider the fact that when we live in the comfort of the presence of G-d, that our lives will be a beacon for that comfort? Others will see the joy that defines our lives when we live in the Lord’s presence.
Others might also say, “God is great” (v4). In this exaltation, the Psalmist says that G-d is greater than all the troubles and all the enemies of this world. We too, are called to believe that G-d is greater, G-d is above all our troubles and all our enemies, even those like Covid-19 that remain invisible to us. Let us also live our lives shouting “God is great” every day.
PRAYER
Deliver us, Lord, from every evil, and grant us peace in our day. In your mercy keep us free from sin and protect us from all anxiety as we wait in joyful hope for the coming of your Son, Jesus Christ, our Savior and Lord.
Amen.