6After this Jesus went to the other side of the Sea of Galilee, also called the Sea of Tiberias. 2A large crowd kept following him, because they saw the signs that he was doing for the sick. 3Jesus went up the mountain and sat down there with his disciples. 4Now the Passover, the festival of the Jews, was near. 5When he looked up and saw a large crowd coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to buy bread for these people to eat?” 6He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he was going to do. 7Philip answered him, “Six months’ wages would not buy enough bread for each of them to get a little.” 8One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said to him, 9“There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they among so many people?” 10Jesus said, “Make the people sit down.” Now there was a great deal of grass in the place; so they sat down, about five thousand in all. 11Then Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted. 12When they were satisfied, he told his disciples, “Gather up the fragments left over, so that nothing may be lost.” 13So they gathered them up, and from the fragments of the five barley loaves, left by those who had eaten, they filled twelve baskets. 14When the people saw the sign that he had done, they began to say, “This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.”
15When Jesus realized that they were about to come and take him by force to make him king, he withdrew again to the mountain by himself. 16When evening came, his disciples went down to the sea, 17got into a boat, and started across the sea to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. 18The sea became rough because a strong wind was blowing. 19When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they were terrified. 20But he said to them, “It is I; do not be afraid.” 21Then they wanted to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat reached the land toward which they were going.” John 6:1-21
Let’s start by putting ourselves in the place of the crowds following Jesus. In particular, let’s imagine just how disappointed and confused those folks must have been when Jesus left them. Disappointed because they had just witnessed an incredible miracle and so expected such great things from this young prophet only to have him abandon them. Confused because they could not understand why Jesus would leave them, why he would run away in response to their appreciation and adulation.
Disappointment, confusion, misunderstanding. It’s a strange way to start John’s sixth chapter, a chapter so rich in its imagery and important in its theology concerning the Holy Communion. Or is it? Disappointment, confusion, misunderstanding. How clearly, I wonder, do these words reflect our own sense of Communion and of the sacraments in general? Do we really comprehend the theological and existential significance of pouring water over a child’s head or gathering around the altar, the Table of the Lord?
And if we don’t understand these things, is it really any wonder? I mean, debate about the meaning of the sacraments rages within the Church, both between different traditions and within them. So the sacraments hold this unusual place in the Church, in that they are both central to our life of faith and yet also can be so very confusing. In an attempt to clarify the connect between the sacraments and our daily lives, I’ll start with a phrase from St. Augustine: “visible words.” I find this phrase attractive because it helps me appreciate Baptism and Communion as the visible, physical counterpoint to the preaching and teaching of the church. That is, the sacraments are the embodiment of the proclaimed and heard gospel in physical form, the gospel given shape in water, bread, and wine. They serve us, then, as physical reminders of what we have heard and believe simply because we are physical creatures and remembering and believing can be so hard. And so we have the gospel preached to us so that we may hear it, and we have the same gospel given to us so that we may taste and touch and feel it with our hands and mouths and bodies.
Visible, physical words for visible, physical people. Now, if this is true, then the sacraments will share the same character as the proclaimed gospel. That is, the sacramental word, as with the preached word, will be primarily about one thing: telling the truth. And perhaps this is where our difficulty with the sacraments begins, because to do this — to tell unflinchingly the honest-to-goodness truth — is rarely easy and almost never welcome.” (Visible Words, David Lose, “…in the meantime” website, July 20, 2015)
Tell the truth. We say this so often to our kids, our grandkids, even our kids from the neighborhood. We want to encourage everyone around us to tell the truth. And yet, we know how hard it is to always tell the truth. In fact, none of us can say that we have always told the truth, in every situation in our life. There is telling the truth — and there is having some decorum in our relationships with others where telling the truth will do more harm than good — and in those words I have now explained why we do not always tell the truth.
If we are in the court of law, we swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. In every other situation, all bets are off. Even in the offices of the Mayor, the Governor, and the President of the United States, telling the truth is often something akin to a Ponzi Scheme…it appears that something is there, but in the end there is little of substance.
This is where we encounter the Sacrament of Holy Communion — at the intersection of intangible and tangible — where the words of the Gospel promise can be felt, touched and taken into our bodies. In the story of the Feeding of the 5000, there is a sacramental element of Jesus breaking the bread and sharing it with the people. The truth of this story is the element of Jesus’ presence in the miracle — just as we trust in the presence of Jesus in the elements of bread and wine in communion. In the act of Holy Communion, experience “visible, physical words of truth from Jesus for visible, physical people”.
Pastor Dave