“Then Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, “If you continue in my word, you are truly my disciples; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” They answered him, “We are descendants of Abraham and have never been slaves to anyone. What do you mean by saying, ‘You will be made free’?” Jesus answered them, “Very truly, I tell you, everyone who commits sin is a slave to sin. The slave does not have a permanent place in the household; the son has a place there forever. So if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed.” John 8:31-36
“What would you do if you knew you might fail and it just didn’t matter? I don’t mean “didn’t matter” in the sense that there would be no cost, or that it would be difficult or disappointing. No, what I mean is, what would you try if the attempt itself was worth it whether it succeeded or not? Or, even more, what would you risk if the ultimate outcome was guaranteed even if your immediate venture failed? I think that’s a big part of what today’s readings are about. First, in one of the more difficult passages in John, Jesus invites us to imagine that belief in him equates the freedom of the heir rather than the insecurity of a slave (8:35-36). There is a harsh distinction in the ancient world between those who are “in” and those who are “out” of a family and its privileges and future, and Jesus is inviting all of us to claim our inheritance as “children of God, who were born, not of blood or of the will of the flesh or of the will of man, but of God” (1:12-13). Because Jesus has secured our place with the Father we are in every way free. Free to venture, to risk, to try … and even to fail, because it is the Son who secures our place, position, and future.
So also in Romans, as Paul declares that we are justified not by works — that is, by our successes or accomplishments — but by grace (3:24). And just as our successes do not earn our place in God’s kingdom neither do our failures disqualify us. As Martin Luther, reading Paul, came to recognize so poignantly, if our salvation depended on our efforts, we would have no cause to hope. For as Paul says, and as each of us knows by experience, we have all sinned and fallen short. But God in Jesus tells us that our identity, worth, and well-being is not determined by our successes and failures but by God’s gift alone. And precisely because salvation is not up to us, but up to God, we are free to do and try and risk all things in the meantime, because whether we succeed or fail, yet God has promised to bring us and all things to a good end.” (David Lose, Dear Working Preacher — Bartimaeus, Luther, and the Failed Reformation, October 21, 2012)
Several years ago I was sitting in the parking lot of a bowling alley when I watched a drama unfold in front of me. A father and his two children were having an argument. It was ugly. I knew the family – so I knew some of the background. The father had left the mother for another woman, and the children were wounded. They were unburdening themselves of these wounds with their father. I watched it for a while, frozen in my car, not sure what to do. But I am embarrassed to say that when I came to a decision, I did what Martin Luther did when caught in a thunder storm, I fled as quickly as I could.
My point is there are many people who carry many wounds deep within them, for many years. If people are to unburden themselves of their wounded-ness, then it needs to begin on the inside. Jeremiah prophesied that a new day was coming, a day where G-d would reclaim G-d’s people, and they would know it deep within their hearts. A day would come where responding to G-d, showing our love for God would not come from “outward doing”, but from inward knowing and loving. Feeling G-d’s love for us, and expressing our love for G-d would no longer come from “Do this”, “Don’t do that”. It would come from a faith that, seeing the cross of Jesus and knowing how much G-d loves us, we will go and “Love the Lord with all our heart, and our neighbor as ourselves.” When we experience G-d’s all powerful, all encompassing love for each and every one of us, we begin the healing of our wounds, the ones deep inside us.
How do we experience G-d’s love? Paul says it all: “The redemption that is in Jesus Christ, whom G-d put forth as a sacrifice of atonement by the cross, effective through faith.” You see, our wounds make us feel “less than” – “less than” a child, “less than” a husband or wife, “less than” a parent, less than a “child of G-d”. But through the wounds of Jesus, G-d has given us all a great gift – we all have not “less”, but “More value” – through the cross of Jesus, G-d sees us as “More” not “Less” – G-d sees us as new creations. Imagine a garbage can full of junk, garbage, and the like. This can is us with all of the things of our lives – filled with the junk of bad decisions, hurts, all of our wounded-ness. Because of the cross of Jesus, effective through faith, G-d doesn’t see the garbage, but a clean, white cloth placed over that can – a white cloth we received in our baptism. So when G-d looks at us, inside and out, G-d sees, not junk, not people of “less value” – but G-d sees us – as whole, clean, new – and G-d loves us.
Pastor Dave