I Will Never Remember All I’ve FORGOT
(In Memoriam – John Shreffler)
His hands shake and his chest heaves;
He reaches out to capture the air.
Oh how quickly, he says, memories leave.
Grasping brings out a single tear.
The hidden mind has gone off course,
His genius of colors no longer sublime;
His mind now follows a mysterious course,
He can no longer paint outside the lines.
He was the glue to hold things fast,
He knew how to bring joy to a child;
How soon we learn nothing will last,
His wit and charm broadened many a smile;
Disease will dim and cloud the mind,
He asked, “Have you met my grandson, Proud?”
With a heavy heart and courage I can find
I say, “Known him for years.” but not too loud.
Life can’t be lived without many losses,
It has become our family’s un-welcome norm;
People and memories turned and tossed,
Churning and Churning – like a gathering storm.
Some day we may make the clock rewind;
Some day we may recapture our youth again.
Some day we may travel back in time;
But will it remove the source of our pain?
One day you were here, and then you were gone,
You’ve escaped into the Creator’s image-thought;
The memories will never bring you home,
But I will never remember all I’ve FORGOT!